Half-way

So today, I am half way through my first TWW. Even though I've been TTC for over a year now, this is indeed the first time where I only have to wait 2 weeks. Normally, I have no idea where I am in my cycle and can never predict the next time AF will visit. Needless to say, I buy pregnancy tests in bulk.

I've been keeping high spirits this past week. Since there is a gap here in between treatment, I almost forget what we're trying to hard to accomplish. That is until it's time for my nightly progesterone. Those aren't so bad.

So one of my close friends just gave birth to her second child last night. Did I mention she has PCOS , too. I feel bad for feeling bad. Because when I got pregnant with my son, she was the one fighting through Clomid and Metformin for the longest time. So I try to stop myself when I begin to feel jealous and think, was this what it was like for her?